I kind of want to cut. I want a distraction. I don’t know why I want to but I do. There’s just a lot going on in my head. A lot I’m dealing with and I’m stressed. So I guess that’s why. But at the same time I don’t want to. And there’s a 99.9% chance that I won’t. But there’s that 1% chance I will. And I really just needed the get that out in the open.
When I’m stressing please don’t tell me not to, it’s not helpful. It just makes me more stressed because I feel like I’m irrateing people. Yes I know it sounds stupid and pathetic because it is and I am pathetic. Sorry.